The shit that I have to deal with daily is really just sucky. And I know that I’m actually very very strong for going through what I constantly go through and still doing what I can to live a decent life. I know that I’m stronger than I look and this will help me handle all sorts of crap in the grand scheme of things. But I’d rather just not have to go through it in the first place. Shit’s exhausting. And in actuality, weird.
- Someone: *is late*
- Me: Were we supposed to meet at this time? Is this really the place we were going to meet up? Is it actually Thursday today? Were we even meeting at Thursday? Do I actually know this person? Do they really exist? Do I exist?





